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Saturday, August 14, 2004
i feel sick in my fuckin head .. in my fuckin brain .. in my fuckin heart .. in my fuckin stomach .. in my feet .. in sorrounding my fuckin body ..
i can't feel the taste of eat .. i can't fuckin breath .. i feel so fuckin dying .. i wanna cough up everythin that entering my fuckin mouth .. i feel so fuckin disgusted in my stomach .. so fuckin colic .. to loathe .. what happen with me !?! shall i die ?!? i'm already feel the fuckin agony of death .. this morning i spit of fuckin blood again .. i'm already stop to drink the fuckin alcohol .. try to decrease smokin .. what else !?! is this coz a lot of trouble that begin entering my life again !?! why should i blame them ?!?!
in fact i'm already begin could wake up from that conditions coz pushed by the strong paison for get closer and obedient to God .. and also i can get up from a bleak conditions that broke down my spirit with hang on the power of the Holy Spirit .. but why i could down again coz the trouble that make myself can't understand also ?!?
what the hell happen with myself indeed !?! its makes me feel so fuckin disgusted toward myself alone ..
ough~! God .. help me .. safe me .. i'll pray tonight .. give me the answer .. what your plan inside out of the fuckin things that fell on my fuckin life indeed !?! i need the answer ..................

-scream of my brain faced death at 4:35 PM
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