Wednesday, August 03, 2005


terlahir...
ingin bernafaskan kebahagiaan...
namun yg terhirup hanyalah penderitaan...
terus berjalan...
berharap semuanya berasalan...
tapi yg ada hanyalah tanpa tujuan...
mencoba bertahan...
tapi sakit itu tak tertahankan...
namun saat ini...
aku hanya ingin hidup lebih lama lagi...
memberikan satu arti...
kepada malaikatku...
kepada bintangku...

HAPPY BITCHDAY FOR ME...
my dying day is so much closer...
but i'm ready for that shit...

for my luvely QmOw : i luv you so fuckin much...let me love you as i can...let me be your last one...i'll change for you...to goin better better and so much better...muach~!

for HateQ : thanks for calling me last night by phone...i'll be nice gurl for everyone...i wait you in my city !!!
-scream of my brain faced death at 3:55 AM

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Monday, August 01, 2005



i dunno...
where am i now...
in this world...
i'm not alone...
but i lost everything...
beside me...
behind me...
before me...
i have nothing....
but i need something...
that hold me now...
in my loneliness...
i miss my angel...
-scream of my brain faced death at 9:06 AM

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