HER SUICIDE STORY

Sunday, August 27, 2006

si cupuw..si anak baeQ yg pengen jadi jahat...

mmmhh...ga taw napa gw suka ngobrol sama si duduts ini..gw pun jadi suka curhat sama dia..gw jujur dan bisa terbuka sama dia...

si duduts..berawal dari sebuah pertemuan konyol yg sebenernya pengen gw lupain..tapi kalo pertemuan itu ga pnah ada, gw pun mungkin ga akan pnah kenal sama si duduts ini...

huuhuhu..

si narsis..tapi gw suka gaya loe...auuuuw..!! srius duts !!!

ntah loe slama ini dah bener2 jujur sama gw apa ga...gw aslinya ga peduli..slama loe masih maw temenan dan ngobrol sama gw..gw ga peduli saat loe boong atau ngga...

ugh..loe masih di Medan..dan gw ngrasa mendadak kangen sama loe...

ga taw kenapa....tanya kenapa ??? confused...

duduts...janji yah ntar begitu loe nyampe Jogja..kita jalan2 spuasnya...ntah itu loe kudu nemenin gw ke coffee shop ato gw yg harus nemenin loe maen bilyard..pokoknya gw mawnya kita menggila berdua ajah..gw pengen crita banyak sama loe, duts...

duduts..narsis..cupuw !!!

gw kangen ....muachs~!

-scream of my brain faced death at 6:30 PM

Monday, August 21, 2006

HaLaH!!!

Telat sebenernya ngepostingnya..tapi gpp..ga da kata telat yg penting mah ngisi...(yuuuk!)

hehehhehehhe.............................

foto diatas itu adalah hasil colongan dari Rock Is Not Dead (maap mas)..hahahha....

kaget pas ngliat ternyata wajah bangsat gw ketangkep kamera...HALAH!!!!

itu pas acaranya si keligayatapigila..hehehe...

May Grey Spirit tgl 5 agustus kmrn....

acaranya seru...dan gw emang kudu nonton...walo gw datang telat ke venue..tapi gpp...toh "my idol" lom naek ke atas stage....

sapa "idol" gw sih ????hahahahahha....gw lg tergila2 banget nonton stage performance-nya si Denda omnivora & The White Liar...walo si Keli keukeuh bilang "aach...cuman denda...!"..hehe..biarin lah.....gw tetep keukeuh juga "i love him!!!!"..lah?

maksud gw ya cuman sekedar suka secara gw adl "diehardfans" dari si Denda Omnivora gitu ...!

heuheuheuheu....ga taw kenapa gw suka bgt liat live perfomance-nya sejak gw liat dia di acara Hari Bumi di Kedai Kebun Forum beberapa waktu yg lalu....fiuuuh...!!! SO FUCKIN ROCK 'N ROLL !!! merlin mensen banget !!! bangsat abist..!!!he makes me fallin love...HALAH !!! ahahahhaah...

just a stupid joke...fallin love to my idol...thats all...ga lebih....emang kenapa kalo lebih ?? bole? ga bole? ntaaaaaaaaaaah yaaaaaaaaaaa.............

oiyah....si Keligila juga janji mau ngasih gw t-shirt nya Denda..ahahahhaha...

i really2 waiting for that !!!! huhuhuhuhu.....apa lagi yg bisa gw dapetin ? all about him ??? apaan sih ??? hehehehe....gw bener2 telah menjadi seorang "diehardfans"...duch....

wew...tapi ngga salah kan kalo seseorang menjadi "diehardfans" seseorang ??? ngga ada aturan nya...ngga ada undang2nya....so?? fine2 ajah kan slama gw gak bikin dia ngga nyaman...

hehehehhe..gw kan tipe fans yg sopan...(kadang2)...hahahhaa.....

jadi yah...sudah lah.....gw akan menjadi seorang fans yg baik hati dan tidak sombong...yuukk...

-scream of my brain faced death at 1:36 AM

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

Should i turn over again all things about you that already kept close within my "past trunk" ?
indeed..i'm still breath with that..and i will live with that...
yeah..your face...your name...already be the part of my fuckin body...
am i regret ? no i'm not ! =)
i'm proud ever have you within my fuckin life...

but...
i wanna bury that "past trunk" so deep !!!
could i ?? who can help me ???

convince me, God...
convince me if i can't hugs him anymore....

-scream of my brain faced death at 3:34 AM

Monday, August 07, 2006

stop being my stupid delusion...
i'm tired..
so fuckin tired with this beautiful fuckin life...
i can't take it anymore...

anybody hear me ???
anybody see me ???
just NOBODY !!!
FUCK OFF !!!

-scream of my brain faced death at 5:39 PM