± 02 september 2006 @ 05.20 pm ±

dear, maybe it was a stupid things for everyone..even for me or you..cuz we've play this game so many times..but..why we could trust in this game again ??
or maybe it just the part of this wicked game ? i hope fuckin not..cuz i'm so fuckin fuck tired to face alots of those fuckin risk that i must get from this fuckin game..
dear, you know what i've talk about..and you know if i hate being stupid again..now what i wanna be just being almost perfect for you..
however the way that i must try..i hope you'll besides me everytime i need you arounds me..
dear, for many times i wanna you believe if it was a wonderful part of my beautiful life to have you within my life..i wanna you to trust me if i really wanna make you to be my last breath for..my life port..my last everything for..
dear, i hate when i know if i already not perfect for you..everything on myself just such a garbage...and unworthy for you even for anyone who loved me..but i need you to know if i wanna get back all that i miss last time..i wanna give it to you..just for you..nobody else..
but i know...it just a stupid dream for a stupid girl like me...
dear, i promise to myself..if i failed here..i will die..and if i got that dreams here..i will live forever..with you..with my new life..

now...just you and me...me and you..nobody else...
love you to the bones...love you so so so fuckin much...love you my skinheadboi!!!

will you marry me ???